Thursday, October 6, 2011

My Final Thoughts by Therese Mergen

As I return from Africa and settle back in my life lots of feelings and thoughts flood my mind. It is hard to sort through all of them and try to sum up my experience of the last four months in a simple and reflective blog. So here are some of my thoughts and my opinions, as they flow freely from my mind to the page. Some of them are raw and real but their expression is necessary for me in recounting my experience and what I have learned.

I have to be honest. The first night that we spent in Uganda and at least once during the first week, I balled my eyes out. Not out of fear or homesickness, but because the culture shock was so strong and it was everywhere I turned and affected all 5 senses. There was also this sense of feeling out of place and being uncomfortable and I cried because I had no idea how long this feeling would last. If you have never been to Africa it is impossible to know what to expect and to prepare yourself for such a trip. I knew this was the case when I decided to go but of course I was still a little anxious about it because I was going into something that was completely unknown. Part of the reason we traveled to Africa was to experience a new culture and this was just part of the drill. I knew it wouldn’t last forever and I knew that no matter how tough things got I would be able to get through it. That was part of the adventure though and the reason why I was expecting it to be an unforgettable experience from which I would gain a lot.

Over time the way I approached the unknown and uncomfortable changed and doing so enriched my experience. The uncomfortable factor became more bearable and life became more interesting and invigorating. This is how I explained it in another post I wrote for a blog called Adventures With Intention… One reason why we came here is to engross ourselves in new and uncomfortable situations and you can’t escape those situations when traveling in a foreign country. When you are in them there is a little voice in your head that’s super cranky saying “What the hell is going on? When is this going to be over?” Well, I haven’t shut that voice up but I have learned to either ignore it or better yet embrace it. Embracing it is an important tool here because THIS IS AFRICA(TIA) and things NEVER happen how or when you expect them to. Someone who is living in the moment is not wasting time and energy thinking about outcomes, they are just trying to live and hopefully learn from their experience. I saw more, did more and learned more than I ever could have imagined or expected.

Another reason why it was difficult at the beginning was because it took a few weeks to figure out what the heck I was doing there, how I could positively impact the community. Also for the first time in my life I stood out in a crowd because of the color of my skin. It was obvious that I was a visitor and was not familiar with their culture. I did not want to offend the entire community or step on anyone’s toes, so it took a few weeks to settle in and become acclimatized to their way of life before becoming actively involved in the community. Time definitely helped with this but so did meeting people, going places, seeing how they lived and learning a tiny bit of the local language. Once we learned how to greet someone in Lugisu, the local language, we used it whenever we could. Folks were often surprised and thrilled that we were speaking their language. The funny thing was that once we greeted them in their language they rambled on in Lugisu and we had no idea what they were saying. The other odd thing about standing out in Africa is that most of the time we were received as welcomed visitors, not unwelcome outsiders. And although many people saw dollar signs when they saw mzungus (white people) and asked us for something, many of them were grateful just to have us visit and thanked us for coming and for our work.

Slowly we found ways to be active members of the community and we helped a lot with promoting the vocational school and organizing things for the orphans program. When we weren’t working with the program or reminiscing with the other volunteers about the cultural differences of being in Africa we sought out adventures. Adventures such as climbing over mini-buses in a jam-packed taxi park, white water rafting class 5 rapids on the Nile, getting too close for comfort to a hippo, going 40mph on dirt roads and getting stuck in the mud, killing my own dinner or watching it get slaughtered, bushwhacking over numerous mountain tops and experiencing first hand the intense role religion plays in their culture. (During my time there, two seemingly opposite things happened to me both having to do with religion. My spiritual side was reinvigorated and became more at peace, while I was also turned off by organized religion even more after experiencing its presence in Africa.) I also saw some pretty odd things, such as a girl peeing in a plastic bag on a bus, a beggar on the streets of Mbale that had no pelvis or legs and creepy marabou storks that stand 1.5 meters tall and are probably capable of eating a baby although their diet consists mostly of garbage.

Our time in Uganda quickly came to an end and just like I expected it was bittersweet. Before we left the States a friend told us that once we go to Africa we won’t want to leave. I can’t say there was ever a point where I wanted to stay in Africa forever because my family and my life are in the states and always will be. I don’t love Africa enough to totally redefine my life but I am definitely a different person then when I left. This place is so beautiful and unlike any other place in the world and for that reason it changes people and their worldly perspectives. The people are amazing and the relationships that I made with them will always live in my memory. Also this continent needs so much support and help that once you have seen it with your own eyes it becomes impossible to forget or ignore. Even though I only experienced a fraction of the adventures that one can have in Africa and only scratched the surface of how I can help out the people of Uganda, I am leaving with a sense of fullness, gratefulness and a wider and clearer perspective. I do not regret doing anything or not doing anything while I was there. My experience was so unforgettable and powerful that there is no need for disappointment or regret. Sure there are things I wish I could have done, both for my own adventures and ways to help out the people, but that just gives me a reason to come back someday.

Just like Mike, I was reminded of all the cultural differences at every handshake, interaction and introduction to a new place. Two things stand out for me from all the differences we experienced. The first has to do with the attitude the people had towards life and the second is how much help Africa needs to improve the everyday life and well being of the people. In general Africans live day to day. They live in the moment and they do a wonderful job at being present and seeing life as a gift rather then miserable hard work that’s full of struggle. This attitude of being present is a blessing and a curse. It is a blessing because they have an incredible ability to let struggles and hardships roll off their back as if they are ordinary parts of life. It is a curse because they are in a way completely accepting of their situation and are stubborn towards making change, especially if that change doesn’t involve immediate gratification.

This attitude can be seen in their land ethic. They are closely connected to the land because they depend on it for food and therefore survival. Almost everyone in Bududa grew what they ate and ate what they grew, with a few exceptions being staple foods like rice and flour. Everyone at some point in their lives worked on the land either to eat or make a livelihood. Their concern is for food today, so their relationship with the land in other aspects is very poor. For example they just toss their trash into giant holes, into the street or they burn it. A sad sight that I often saw was children playing close by to giant piles of garbage or people scrounging the rubbish piles for food. Another example is that eucalyptus is grown everywhere because it grows quickly and straight and it is used for timber and firewood. Eucalyptus is not a native species and it soaks up all the water in the soil making it hard for other plants to grow under it and decreases the integrity of the soil. The extensive planting of eucalyptus trees and cutting down natural forests on steep hills to plant crops are the two biggest environmental factors that contribute to the deadly mudslides in eastern Uganda. These mudslides are tragic but this system is working for them because they are more concerned about eating today then the mudslides that might happen in the future. I don’t blame them for having this attitude; many of them are grateful for everything they have now and aren’t concerned with the future consequences. The down side is as their population continues to grow it is going to have more affects on the environment and Uganda doesn’t have a perfect system to look to when it come to environmental ethics.

This attitude of living life day to day without concern for consequences can also be seen in almost every aspect of their lives. We as westerners see the consequences this attitude is having but the Africans don’t see the effects as consequences because they have accepted them as everyday parts of their lives. The consequences I am talking about are environmental degradation, sexual abuse, political corruption, gender inequality, overpopulation, poor education and health care, HIV/AIDS, etc. This attitude is why Africa needs so much help, but it is also this attitude that makes cultural change very hard.

I won’t go into all the sad stories I heard from women and families in Bududa about how they are dealing with life, but I would like to share with you one. On Saturdays we had about 160 children come for the Children of Peace Program, so Saturdays are always hectic. One Saturday as the program was coming to an end, I noticed a little boy vomiting behind the bushes so I went to go help him. This boy’s name was Isaac, he was about 10 years old and you could tell he was very sick because he was weak and very skinny. Isaac had been very sick a few weeks earlier and we gave his mother money to take him to the hospital and get care. As we were waiting to be seen at the hospital we figured out why he was still sick even though he had received treatment. Isaac had malaria and was taking antibiotics. He was supposed to take the antibiotics everyday for three weeks but he stopped taking them once all the symptoms of malaria cleared up. His mother stopped giving them to him because she believed he was better and she wanted to save the medication for the next child who gets sick.

Isaac needed our help and we were going to leave the hospital until we knew he was in good hands and getting the right treatment. This was not an easy task. Our trip to the hospital highlights how bad the corruption is in Uganda. Many of the staff looked like they didn’t want to be there including the man behind the reception desk who was drunk. If we weren’t persistent about asking for care they would have sat there and done nothing. It is common fact that the hospital staff steal supplies so they can sell them and get money. We found this to be true because they didn’t have the medication Isaac needed, so we had to go across the street to buy it. We went to visit Isaac in the hospital the next two days to see how he was doing and it was a good thing we did because we found out that the nurse never gave him his second dose of medication. A few days later we had made it over all the hurdles and Isaac was in good hands, getting the right treatment, feeling better and going home with his mom.

This story makes me sad because even though we were able to help Isaac there are probably hundreds of children in Bududa dying of malaria because their families can’t afford medical care. It is difficult to figure out the best solution for problems like these. The easy answer is money, resources and education but corruption and cultural attitudes often prevent those things from getting to the people that need them the most. Having said that, there are hundreds, probably thousands, of NGOs in Uganda that are working on changing that. They are making a difference on a small scale since it is hard to make a difference on a big scale when corruption is everywhere and cultural attitudes run very deep.

Looking back on my experience I ask myself “Did I make a difference? Did I help this community?” I went hoping to having an unforgettable experience but also to see if I could help. I mean whenever you volunteer the hope is to leave the place a little bit better then when you came. There were times when I asked myself this and I would pessimistically answer no because I feel like the change I want to see is impossible for one person to accomplish. I know that that is not true; one person can start a movement and in that way change cultural perspectives. But I didn’t start a movement and the change I hope for Africa can not happen in just four months.

If I take a closer look at the people I met, the conversations we had and what I taught them, the answer is yes I made I difference, even if I can’t see it or measure it. I brightened the kids’ lives every time I waved to them or gave them a piece of candy. Or if I helped one of the teenage girls in our program from not getting raped or having an unwanted early pregnancy I made a difference. Over all this trip was an amazing experience and I am left with some great stories and a better understanding of our global community. It taught me to think a little more deeply about what kind of world I want to live in and what can I do personally to make it a better place.

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

My Last Post

This post has turned into a final summary of my experience. It’s a bit raw and unfiltered, and I thought about keeping it to myself. It is honestly what I have experienced in four months’ time, and I understand that it is my opinion and it is not without limitations and personal biases. I am open to the thoughts and perspectives of differences of opinions, in fact I would greatly appreciate them. That is one of the greatest ways in which I grow and learn. To be closed to differences of opinion, is to be closed to growth and knowledge, and that is exactly the opposite reasoning for which I came to Africa in the first place.
What should I say? Where do I start or end? I suppose here is as good a place as any. Many times on vacation I approach the end of my time and I secretly perseverate about all the things I wish I could still do. I know this to an unhealthy habit, but honestly, it happens. I remember and cherish all the experiences I have been lucky enough to have as well, but part of me can’t help but fantasize about all of the adventures I have heard tale of but for one reason or another, won’t be able to experience. The city in the south, that beach on the coast, historic isolated islands, remote waterfalls, ancient ruins, beautiful museums, a nameless mountain on the horizon. Not enough money, not enough time, the area is inaccessible or too dangerous. Blah blah blah…there is always something.
I know this is an inevitable challenge about traveling to wonderful places with wonderful people. I always leave happy, but there is a small tickle of regret that I couldn’t do it all. I smile to myself and say “It’s Ok. It gives you a reason to come back!” I know that to be only a half-truth consolation prize I often tell myself to fight-off unwanted feelings of regret or disappointment. I think maybe the only notable exceptions to this experience have been Latvia and Florida. I went, I left; and there were no regrets.
I have never been anywhere quite like Africa. Or maybe, more accurately, I have never had the opportunity to get to know someplace quite like Africa. Either way, the fact remains that my experience here has been different than any place I have ever been. Most of my travels have been transient whirlwinds, racing through a land with a backpack and a sense of adventure. I rarely stayed in the same place for more than a couple of days before moving on. I got to experience a little about a lot.
This trip has been quite different. I was able to tap into the flow and pace of daily life in a small village tucked away in the luscious green mountains of the east. Here, I was able to experience a lot about a little. As a result, I have come to be a part of the community and experience it in a way I could never have imagined or anticipated. Though truthfully that was partly what I came seeking in the first place.
The cultural difference I experienced in the first 72 hours was enough to make me dizzy and short of breath. The inner city squalor is impossible to ignore or avoid like in the US. It’s right there in the open with not even a hint of shame. No cover-up campaigns. Shoeless people, dressed in rags, mill about everywhere. Not all are poor. Plenty have jobs in the capital. It’s just that there are so many that are poor, and have nothing. The streets in and out of the city are lined with shanty towns like an almost endless unemployment line.
At first glance, it almost seems to be a country populated by children. Like Lord of the Flies, without the white children lawlessly killing one another. The average mother is roughly 25 yrs old, and already has 4 children. 50% of the population, currently at 33 million, is under 15 yrs old, while 69% is under 27 yrs old. Try to imagine what that looks like. Furthermore, AIDS is devastating the population, and a lack of education and honesty is preventing efforts to help.
And in spite of this, Ugandan’s, more than any culture I have met, approach life with tremendous optimism. They smile, laugh, dance, and sing with such energy you would think those are the only weapons they have to fight with. In many cases they are, but what surprises me most is how often those tools work. Most people are happy and light hearted; quick to joke and dance.
Where the people may be sick, the soil is still healthy. Winston Churchill, after a trip to Uganda prior to WW II joked: “…the soil is so fertile one could leave a walking stick stuck in the ground, and by the end of the day, it will have sprouted roots!” With my own eyes I have seen this to be not so far an exaggeration. The land is magical. Everything grows and it grows quick! The vibrant contrast of the rich red-brown soil and lush tropical green is so starkly different from any environment I have ever seen.
Even the senses are overwhelmed upon arrival. The market is possibly one of the best examples, with its smells of slaughtered animals hanging in the sun, wood-smoke, sweat, and urine. Hard to describe really. I hardly notice it at all now, but at first, it was nearly enough to send me scurrying to the trees with my hand over my nose and mouth. Now I walk through the market and take long deep inhalations for memory’s sake. The markets are wonderful. Huge fields where you may buy anything from cattle to shoe polish. Road’s lined with families selling their wares; sugar, salt, cabbage, tomatoes, bananas, mangos, fish, potatoes, flour, or maize. The selection and variety goes on and on. The colors are a great mix of natural earth tones and vibrant African fabrics.
Then the hawkers sell their locks, ropes, polish, candles, bowls, cups, knives, soap, lanterns, shoes, sandals, hats, and racks of second hand clothes from the West. In rural Uganda, it is a Free-market economy in the truest sense of the word. I have come to the conclusion that regardless of where you are, if you lose something in the world, inevitably it makes its way to Africa and ends up in a community market. You can buy anything in Africa. This unfortunately includes things that should not be purchasable. Use your imagination…or nightmares.
Then there are the machetes. I can’t describe the cultural differences without mentioning them. They are everywhere and they are used by everyone to do everything. They are Africa’s multi-tool. It is not uncommon to see children under the age of eight with machetes almost as long as they are, dragged laboriously behind. They cut grass, hunt rats, trim hedges, chop wood, split bricks, butcher meat, harvest crops, heard cattle, even discipline children. They cost about $1.50 and can be purchased almost anywhere.
I am reminded of the cultural differences with every handshake. I notice it when I eat my lunch and realize I am the only person in the room eating steaming hot rice and beans with a fork. The differences are present at the construction site where bricks are made by hand and extensive foundation excavations are dug by three men with hoes for 8 days. Rain here means roads turn to Willy Wonka’s Milk Chocolate Rivers.
Music is everywhere! Africans seem to always have a song or rhythm in their heads while they go about their day. I can wake to the singing voice of a women digging in the fields at dawn (usually with an infant tied to her back) and close my eyes to far off drums at night. Song and dance is in church and school; birth and burial.
My time in Uganda has been uniquely different from any other trip before. On one hand it is a place with limitless opportunity for adventure. You could spend your whole life here and never do or see everything. Maybe it is that fact that contributes to my feelings of contentment with leaving. I have done less than a pin prick of what is possible to experience, and I am strangely ok with it.
But my time in Uganda was not just about adventure. There is a greater understanding that has come from it as well. A broader perspective perhaps. You can argue that every day, every minute, has the capacity to open your mind and expand your perspective. Regardless of where you are. While this is true, I have found that new experiences have the capacity to accelerate that process. Life and death experiences even more so. Life is sharper, clearer. I came to Africa thirsting for it. I came looking for it in every handshake, raindrop, and sun beam. I found it in places I wasn’t looking, which, in my experience, is often how that works.
I came to Uganda with a teacher’s role and a student’s mind. What can Africa teach me about the world? About myself? I feel like I have accomplished more than just travelling to Uganda. I have actually lived here, among its people and its land; triumphs and failures. I have seen some of the best and worst its people have to offer. I have seen the sites of mass executions by the Lord’s Resistance Army in the North and deadly mudslide memorials in the mountains to the east.
I have seen children raising children and have been treated with more respect and honor than I deserve. I have often tried to take the advice of a mentor of mine and a progressive wise educator named Leah Mason, who has taught me many valuable lessons. One such lesson came by way of introduction to a quote by Albert Einstein that reads: “There are two ways to live your life: one is as though nothing is a miracle; the other is as though everything is a miracle.” While this is often very challenging at times, it has allowed me to see the glory and beauty in any given moment. It is always there if you look.
Everyone knows that Africa needs help. That’s one reason, there are many by the way, why the continent receives more aid than anywhere else on earth. It is often labeled as “Third World”. Third World, in my opinion, is somewhat of an outdated term and has a negative, almost disrespectful connotation, like “step-child” (of which I am and never openly referred to in person). Most folks opt for the more politically correct term of “Developing”. Africa is the Developing World and the West is the Developed World. Right? Almost like it’s a race with a finish line. The West won a long time ago and we are sitting back enjoying the spoils of victory while the rest of the world chases after us hoping to “Make It” to the finish line.
I don’t believe growth and development to be fixed, finite, or linear beginnings or endings. It might be a race, but only because we make it so. If it were a race, we (the West) actually started real late, comparatively with the rest of the world. We made up for it by hopping on the backs of others, sometimes half-heartedly convincing them that we were actually trying to help them, and let them carry us a good distance to where we are today. All the while complimenting ourselves on our hard work, ingenuity, and superiority. When we really take a look at ourselves, how developed are we really? I still think we have a long way to go. That’s not pessimism; its realism.
My time in Uganda, has shown me that most Ugandan’s want to be uniquely African and have what the West has. I think there are misconceptions of both: What does it mean to be African? And what exactly does the West have that they want? I am not referring merely to material wealth and possession, although many desire after those allures as well. Most Ugandans want what many of us take for granted every day. They want a trustworthy government; fairly elected by the people, for the people. They want police and military that protects and defends, not a king’s private security force to ensure his claim to the throne. They want a health care system that takes care of its people; all of its people, without prejudice or corruption. Good education and reasonably priced healthy food. Safe roads and environmental protection.
The truth is Uganda does not have these things. They look to the west as a model, even a provider. Before coming to Africa, I could have written a very similar list of problems facing my own country, but as I sit and talk with the people of this land it gives me that greater perspective I came to find. I am not so disillusioned to believe that we are the “Developed” world. Done. Game-over. Race won. Hamburgers and Coke-cola for everyone! We are struggling just as our brothers and sisters are in Africa. But I do see how much we have grown. What headway we have made. I can’t tell you how often I have had that realization here. How often I have silently appreciated the fact that my time here was temporary. That I would eventually return to America.
Uganda is developing. It is “behind” the West. This term is often meant or understood from a political or economic stand point. While this is absolutely true in most cases, my own experience has shown me that they are “behind” in many other areas. Its religions, which it defends strongly, influence every aspect of life from governance to sex (and are almost entirely adopted from the “developed” world) are divisive, repressive, and ignorant. I have witnessed its ministers, preachers, and priests openly condemn homosexuality and the use of condoms as perversions against God in feverish sermons that last for hours. While they themselves, many of which practice polygamy, choose which parts of the Bible they follow and which they conveniently ignore. Women are second class citizens, children are slaves, and homosexuals are demonic perverts, worthy of capital punishment.
It is the same with nearly every aspect of society; education, healthcare, environmentalism, even transportation. Children are still caned for misbehavior, doctors steal free medicine and sell it and there service to desperate patients requiring immediate care. Trash and waste clog gutters and burn for hours in huge piles. Traffic accidents are a leading cause of death due, in part, to deteriorating roads and little governance.
So where are the miracles? They are in fact everywhere, every day. They are easy to miss, and are often over shadowed by the daily horror. Ugandans, however, are committed to developing. They want it more than anything. They work hard given the chance and show compassion when it is needed. They see all their short comings and, rather than point the finger at their neighbor or the West for its hand in making the mess, they smile, sing, dance, play and carry on with undefeatable spirit. Sometimes it is this impression of acceptance that frustrates me. They put up with unspeakable hardships that the Western world would never stand for. We have had our revolutions and we have made our mistakes. Our history is not much different from Africa’s present. We are all trying, questioning, and growing. We are all developing. Or at least we should be.
My time in Africa has given me the space to think about my life. It has also given me the space to understand the lives of others. This quest for greater perspective has enlightened my sense of self, others, and place and the responsibility I have to each. I am so grateful for the opportunity to come teach and learn. Thank you to everyone who encouraged us before we left, followed our adventures while we were here, and to all our loved ones who will support us when we return. I have gained much and I have no regrets! Wanyala Nabi!

Saturday, September 24, 2011

A Trip Within A Trip: Part 6 Welcome to Fort Portal

Out of all the places we visited during our stay in Uganda, Fort Portal was by far one of our favorites. It has great energy, good people, and delicious food. It was clean. It had several successful ecotourism businesses/campsites run by Ugandans. All in all, there was lots of fun to be had and the Rwenzori Mountains created a beautiful background that offered tons of adventure and stunning sunsets. When we arrived we didn’t have any plans for what to do but based on what we had read and heard about Fort Portal we knew we weren’t going to be bored. We had a guide book but we only used it for general information, partly because it was old and outdated, and also because we wanted to have our own unique adventure, go places that white people rarely roam and let our hearts and eyes be our guides.

During the majority of the day we would go on our various outings outside of town and we explored the city in the late afternoon and evening, which is really the best time. We arrived in town at 11:15pm and the place was hopping. Before this we had never experienced a night life in Uganda. (Bududa might have a night life but I imagine it isn’t like that of the city and it may even be more dangerous. Not to mention we usually go to bed around 9pm.) Fort Portal has a main street that has several bars, restaurants, banks, internet cafes, food markets as well as several other businesses and a traditional outdoor African market. The sights and smells were the same as any other market we have been to in Uganda except across the street was this huge, lavish restaurant called the Gardens. We thought about eating there but instead we decided to be kinder to our wallets and we ate at Master Snacks down the street. We paid about $2 per person versus $5 or $6, and it was more filling and more locally grown. You know you have been in Africa for a long time when you would rather eat at a local joint than a comfortable, predictable restaurant with a Western menu. However when the menu included made to order brick oven pizzas we couldn’t resist.

Mike has already talked about our interesting bike tour so I won’t get into that. Except I had a blast, I am almost more happy that we got lost because we got to see and experience a part of Uganda that otherwise we wouldn’t have seen. We were never actually lost, but Ugandans use that word to explain why you aren’t where you are expecting to be or when you arrive somewhere late. The ride up the hill was a bit reckless but it saved our legs and I didn’t realize how dangerous or terrifying it was for Mike until afterwards. I had the common sense not to sit on the tail gate but inside the back, since I consider my life more valuable than the bike. It was interesting that even though we stopped about 3 times to ask for directions everyone said to keep going. So it wasn’t just a bad map but also a thick language barrier and our attitudes of “this is beautiful, let’s keep going” that factored into a remarkable bike ride.

We woke up early the next day to go check out an area that is known for having lots of crater lakes. We got on a piki and drove for miles and miles and already we could tell it was going to be a great day. The hills were endless until we got to that top of one and took a sharp right hand turn and right before our eyes was this massive crater lake with steep banks on every side. Then less than a ¼ mile down the road there was another one, then another. The piki dropped us off in a tiny village called Kabata and instantly we were surrounded by a dozen kids who couldn’t stop staring at us. They all wanted to be our guide but we kindly told them we were just here to walk around, unfortunately they did not understand us and several of them followed us part way down the road. We did not know exactly which way we were going but we had an idea of where we wanted to end up. Along the road our first pleasant surprise hit us via our nostrils. The smell was soft, sweet and intoxicating and it didn’t take Mike long to figure out what it was… vanilla. A giant vanilla plantation nestled in the rolling hills of western Uganda; is there anything that they can’t grow in Uganda?

Occasionally on the road we were passed by local people with fishing poles and bundles of fresh fish they caught in a nearby lake. After walking for about 40 minutes we saw another massive crater lake which helped us figure out where we were. This is when the real adventure started because we turned off the road and for the rest of the day we trekked on the paths that winded through the jungle covered hills. Many locals just stared at us as we walked by. They were probably surprised to see us since we travel a different route than most mzungus. At one point this little kid, no older than two, looked at me and let out this loud and horrifying scream and instantly had tears running down her cheeks. It could have been the first time she saw a white person and based on her scream I probably looked like an alien or monster to her and thought I was going to eat her. We had a full day of trekking that included swimming under a water fall, two river crossings (once a little above the waterfall and once where the bridge was taken out), walking through a giant banana plantation, swimming in a crater lake (400 meters deep!!), and checking out a local ecotourism spot.

The next day was similar in that we saw more of the countryside and more crater lakes but this time we hired a guide and saw more cool things. We hiked through a jungle that was so thick we almost had to curl on our hands and knees and in some place the mud would have come up to our knees if there weren’t planks laid in the path. We trekked through caves, behind a waterfall, up and over hills and down dirt roads that rarely have cars pass. The cave we saw was Ambere Cave and our guide told us the history and legend of the cave in wonderful detail. I don’t remember most of it except that it had to do with this ancient woman’s breasts that were cut off and she was banished to the caves and to this day you can still see her breasts hanging from the roof of the cave. You can take my word for it; the stalactites actually look a bit like breasts.

The thing that we were most impressed by during our stay was the presence of African run ecotourism businesses. They dotted the area like bars dot a ski town in the United States. They offered a variety of tours and activities for every kind of tourists and every budget. The first day we rented bikes from one. The next day we stopped to have drinks at one, and the last day the caves and surrounding area was run by one. It was relieving to see that these businesses were doing well, they were well lead and organized and in many cases they were run and owned by Ugandans. Not only that they were giving back to their local communities by building schools or donating to schools in exchange for having students come and volunteer there. Many of them seemed to also have a more conscious environmental ethic. The local people were taking care of the land and since it was owned by Africans that prevented Westerners from coming in and building giant resorts. Some of them had even been recognized by the government as community development organizations. It was the opposite of what we experienced in Sipi Falls. Now if only that business model was used all over Uganda, including Sipi Falls area, within a few years Uganda could become the tourist center of Africa.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

A Trip with in a Trip: Fort Portal Part 5

We awoke, groggy and swollen-eyed, from a restful, though short lived, nights rest. Our plan was to stay for 2-3 days, depending on how much fun there was to be had. It was overcast, as it often is in mountainous regions of the world. After all we were in the shadow of the fabled Rwenzori Mountains, and the third highest peak in Africa, Mount Margherita (5,109 meters). We walked into town and found a place that rented bikes for a small fee. Our plan was to ride out to where a series of crater lakes dotted the country-side. We were also hoping to find the ancient Ambere Caves. That was the plan…but plans change! We were given a crude little hand drawn map, but what we didn’t know (and weren’t told) was that the signs and landmarks we were to follow had been removed because of construction. T.I.A.
We peddled right past the turn-off and rode into nowhere. To make matters worse, Therese’s chain kept falling off, my breaks were a bit shotty, we didn’t have helmets (sorry Mom) and two police officers said we were on the right track! Eventually we came to a large hill that was under road construction. By the looks of things, it seemed like they were widening a pre-existing road. What was somewhat surprising was that traffic was allowed to pass while construction was underway. There was no road crew with hard hats, two-ways, or “Stop/Slow” signs. We biked right down. By this time, we were pretty sure we were not where we wanted to be. We stopped for some water and a picture, before approaching the next section. It was around a steep, blind corner and we took the turn slowly. A pick-up could be seen 40 meters away coming at us. The road was extremely wet and muddy and the truck needed to get speed to race up the slope, allowing its momentum to carry it through the mud, not its traction. We quickly realized it was not a very safe place for us to be at the moment, especially considering the death and oblivion that awaited anyone who was unlucky enough to go off the road and tumble the steep 300 meters down into the river and ravine.
The truck raced up the slope, splashing and skidding its way to dry level land, while Therese and I looked at one another with that calculating look that we have given each other often in Africa. We continued on in haste, hoping to beat another approaching car; the beauty of the area pushing us to continue. As another car approached, heavily laden with people, we noticed what looked to be a rock slide cascading down from above. We watched as the car, gunning the final section through the mud, was pelted with baseball size stones. Any slower, and the car would have been struck by the basketball size rocks that continued to rain down over the road. In shock, I looked up to see a back hoe precariously situated over the edge above us. His excavations on the road above had sent the rock slide down.
At this time we came to our senses and realized descending down the road would probably lead to our untimely deaths and was almost certainly not going where we wanted to go anyway. We were able to hop in the bed of a Uganda Wildlife Authority Range Rover pick-up. In hindsight that was also a poor decision. The driver, showing absolute conformity with every other driver I have had in Uganda, sped recklessly up the slope, taking blind corners at over 40 mph, the back wheels sliding out to the far side of the turn. To make matters worse, I was positioned on the top of the tailgate, desperately holding onto the car and my bike. The rest of the passengers (maybe 5-8) in the back with Therese and I, seemed to look at us with something between curiosity and annoyance. Every time we took a corner I feared I was going to tumble right out and over the side of the ravine. We hit one particularly bad bump that send the handle bars of the bike into my face. The force of it almost made me lose consciousness and I screamed up to the driver to stop! Honestly, my fear in that moment was on par with the hippo sighting only a few days before. I was on the verge of tears as I lifted my bike out of the back, thanked the driver, and pedaled my way up the remainder of the hill.
We biked into town for some food and water. I drank a cold beer and thought about life, death, and what other adventures I could get into tomorrow. I love when life becomes that simple!

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

A Trip Within A Trip, Part 4: 99 Jeri-cans on top of the bus

It is hard to describe what it is like to travel in an African country by public transport. It is kind of like Forrest Gump’s quote “Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you are going to get” but times 1000 and the opposite of sweet. Finding a bus that is going to where you want to go in Uganda is actually not that hard. If you ask someone they will point you to the right direction, but the ride is no where near comfortable.

The day we traveled from Murchison to Fort Portal was by far the longest and most epic day of traveling of our trip and possibly of my life. If you took 100 snapshots of me from that day, in 40 of them I would be praying, in 50 of them I would be nervous, uncomfortable or terrified, in 9 I would be calm and accepting and in 1 I would be pushing a coach bus up a muddy hill that resembled a road. We were able to live through that day without a nervous break down because before we even left we accepted the fact that we had no idea what was going to happen or where we would end up. Having each other has a traveling companion made it possible for us to have serenity in the face of such craziness and uncertainty.

The 250 mile trip took us roughly 16 and1/2 hours and consisted of 2 piki rides, 2 minibus rides and one coach bus ride. To give you an idea of how muddy the roads were and how crazy the drivers are if Mike drove the same route with his Jeep he would have done it in the same amount of time. The first piki ride was like picking a piece of refreshing milk chocolate with a strong hint of danger in it. The ride took over an hour but we didn’t mind since the morning breeze and rising sun felt good on our faces. But this ride was probably the most dangerous part of the day even though it wasn’t nearly as terrifying or uncomfortable as the rest of the trip. The danger factor was that the majority of the piki ride was inside the park, the same park that has elephants, hippos and buffalo, all of which could easily outrun an overloaded piki carrying three people and two backpacks. The closest we got to seeing any wildlife on the ride though was seeing lots of hippo tracks in the road from the night before.

The first piki took us to Bulisa, a small village at the northern tip of Lake Albert that is a fraction of the size of Bududa. Somehow finding our next bus was much easier than finding something to eat for breakfast in the village of Bulisa. The bus ride from Bulisa to Hoima was the most spectacular leg of the trip. It was also the shortest of all the bus rides, being only a 3.5 hours trip. One really interesting and ironic thing I saw during the ride was a giant cell phone tower in the middle of a village that consisted of about 100 mud and thatched roof huts. As a whole Africa is developing at a slower rate compared to the U.S. or any other first world country. But what happens in countries, such as Uganda, is that their technology is so far behind that when new technology is introduced it skips whole stages in development. 15 years ago no one in a village in Uganda had a phone, today I bet half of the population has cell phones and that includes in the villages.

The road passed through some plains and rolling hills that ran along the eastern shore of Lake Albert. From there the road started to gain elevation. It went up and up and up and we were able to see great views of Lake Albert and the Congo on the other side. We were lost in the beauty and vastness of the country and before we knew it we were in Hoima. We did not spend any time exploring Hoima because we were still hopefully to end the day in Fort Portal and we didn’t want to waste any time. We spent over an hour there and for the majority of that time was spent in the bus waiting for it to leave. Buses here only leave when they are full, and this one filled up in about 30 minutes. Then we waited another 45 minutes for them to fit all the luggage in, get the back door closed, fill up on gas, put air in the tires and strap another 40 jeri-cans to the top of the bus. (Jeri cans are 20 liter jugs that are used for carrying anything from water to gasoline.) All of this proved to be challenging including getting gas because the bus ran out of gas and staled about two hundred meters away from the gas station. As if things weren’t ridiculous enough it also poured rain for the whole time we were there. It was like going into the box of chocolates and having a sea of chocolate fondue spill into your lap. I was literally rained on while in the bus because it rained so hard and the seal between the frame and the window nonexistent.

The chocolate fondue flowed into the roads and tripled the number of potholes, mud puddles and rivers that the driver had to navigate around. The roads were so bad they made Deer Hill Road look like the yellow brick road. Twice in the first hour of the ride we hit ruts big enough to cause the back door to fly open and have luggage spill out. One of the times a jeri-can filled with gasoline also fell out and somehow got a hole was punched into the top of it. So for the better part of the next four hours Mike and I and the rest of the passengers were inhaling gasoline fumes. Occasionally I stuck my head out of the window to get some fresh air and my nose and mouth rejoiced when ever a new scent hit them. Never before have I been so happy when the smell of shit hit my nose.

The most eventful and comic part (looking back on it) of the trip was when the bus got stuck in the mud. The first time the Ugandan plus Mike made quick work of pushing it up the hill and out of the mud. I didn’t have time to get my camera out. Their energy was high and the stubbornness fierce; there was no way they were going to let a little bit of mud stop them from getting to where they wanted to go. I enjoyed watching them push because I had total faith that they could do it and because I was happy to be out of the bus for a little while. Fortunately the rains stopped but the road continued to get worse as the waters drained down from the hills. The bus jostled from sides to side, fell in ruts and slid all over the place. Slowly my serenity began to wane and I held Mike’s hand tightly in mine and I started to wonder if we were still going to make it to Ft. Portal. When the bus got stuck in the mud a second time I almost lost it because I did not feel safe anymore but I was neither surprised nor upset. I was extremely grateful to get out of the bus and stretch my legs. This time I captured the epicness on camera, although at the chagrin of the driver and conductor. On a good day the bus ride from Hoima to Kagadi only takes about 3 hours, that day it took us 5.5 hours (6.5 if you count the 1 hour we waited before we left).

When we got to Kagadi there was no waiting around to start the next and last leg of our trip. Within minutes we were sitting in the relatively comfortable seats in the second row of a coach bus. Our hope had been revived because Fort Portal was the final destination for this bus and only a third of the road there was unpaved. For the first 30 minutes of the ride I couldn’t stop thinking how grateful I am to be alive and amazed that our bus only got stuck twice (don’t think happen in 3s). Little did I know my mind had the power to jinx the whole bus… it got stuck in the mud again. So there I was in a coach bus raging as fast as it could up a slipper muddy slope and even though we were fortunate enough to have the best drive in the world there was no way…there was no way. Instantly the driver started to scream and everyone rushed out of the bus slightly amused, perturbed and perplexed. How does one go about getting a coach bus out of a 12 inch muddy rut and then 100 yards up the rest of the hill? Like I said the stubbornness of African is fierce and every time they pushed they didn’t stop until it moved. And every time it moved a couple of inches their spirits went up and their stubbornness just got more intense. An hour went by with very little progress and I was becoming more and more pessimistic. Mike on the other hand was trilled to watch such an epic scene unfold and he was optimistic that their stubbornness would make them triumphant. One of our fellow passengers said this is an historic trip, it was indeed. After the sun had set and the stars came out there was a sudden roar in the crowd as the bus gained traction and moved several feet. The driver put the pedal to the metal and everyone kept pushing and soon the bus was safely waiting for its passengers at the top of the hill.

Three hours later the bus came to a stop, our journey has come to an end. It was 11:15pm and we were exhausted. We had lived through one of the longest, uncomfortable and most epic days of our lives. But we accomplished something that many Uganda doubted was possible; we made it to Fort Portal from Murchison in one day. All we had left was a quick piki ride to our hostel before we slumbered into our warm, cozy beds and called it a night.

Monday, September 12, 2011

A Trip within a Trip: The Good German, Part 3

So, as I finished my “007”, I pondered the next leg of our journey. Arriving at the park proved to be quit simple, as we were driven by Solomon and his private vehicle. Owning one’s own vehicle is a luxury not many Ugandan’s, and even more so for Bududan’s in my experience, have the means to afford. We felt quit privileged ourselves to be able to travel with such comfort and convenience. We would soon learn, and more intimately than ever before, how convenient and comfortable we truly had it.
When we parted with Solomon and his family, we didn’t just say goodbye to good friends; we also said goodbye to our means of transportation. There is no town to speak of in the Park. There are lodges. Guest arrive, usually in rugged Safari Land Rovers, chartered through tour companies based in Kampala. They shuttle their clients, almost all of which are muzungus, from airport to hotel and from there…anywhere their money wants to go. A few adventurous souls drive their own vehicles, Solomon being one. Furthermore, the overwhelming majority of visitors arrive, and leave, by the paved road to Kampala, or roughly SE. A small few may come from the East or the North where there is a fair amount of NGO’s operating. Even fewer still, choose to leave from the SW. Especially without their own vehicle. Except us. Our plan was to continue traveling SW to Ft. Portal.
As I sat at the bar, continuing to sip my whiskey, shake off my hippo encounter, and inquire about the possibility of such a trip with the bartender James, I observed a patron sitting alone. He was in his early 40’s; tall, stern, dirty and sunburned. At first I thought maybe he worked at the camp, a guide or driver perhaps. He was completely uninterested in interacting with the other guests, who loudly tried to one-up each another with their safari stories of the day. One large group was actually in a heated game of “Asshole” with a deck of cards. This man sat, uninterested, with three empty Niles in front of him.
I slide over to the empty bar stool next to him and introduced myself. He was polite enough, but clearly thought I was of the same crowd as the others behind us. I asked him how long he planned to spend in the park, to which he replied with a shrug and a thick German accent: “Don’t know?” I asked him where he was headed after he left (somewhat hoping he might be heading our direction) and he replied with the same gesture and response, then sipped his beer. Despite the small disappointment that he was not traveling my direction, I immediately liked him. I asked him where he came from, as I was almost sure he was not from a Kampala tour company. To my excitement, he explained how he had arrived by public transport (boda-boda) from the south-west!
I informed him of our intention to leave via that route, and that any info he could pass on would be greatly appreciated. He went on to elaborate on his travels a bit, starting from Kampala, where he took a bus to Ft. Portal, our intended destination. He spent several days there climbing in the fabled “Mountains of the Moon”, the Rwenzori Mountains. My heart began to sink a little when he described how the trip from Ft. Portal to Murchison had taken him 4 days and was some of the roughest traveling he had encountered. We were hoping to travel the distance in a single day. Most of these challenges and delays he attributed to the condition of the road and the heavy rains.
I took out my map and he showed me his route, which was similar to the one Therese and I intended. He said that securing transport was no problem from Bulisa, the closest town outside the park to the west, as there were many boda-boda men waiting for passengers. The ride, he reported, was somewhat perilous, on account of the animals present, and took over an hour.When I informed him of our intention to travel the route in a single day, he chucked and took a large gulp of his beer. He smiled and said, with absolute sincerity: “Good luck!”
We had found the information we needed but we still had one problem. There were no boda-boda men in the park. James, who had been listening on intently, announced that he had a friend who was a boda driver in Bulisa. He arranged a phone call, and within minutes I was negotiating the price for transport. He agreed to meet us at the camp at 7 am sharp. I finished my whiskey, shook the hands of James and the good German, before retiring for the night. I had a suspicion that tomorrow would be a long eventful day, and a good night sleep could prove essential.

The Thunderous Murchison Falls and an epic Boda-Boda Ride!


Saturday, September 10, 2011

A Trip within a Trip: Diamonds in the Dark: Part 2

So there I was…frozen between fear and excitement in the immediate presence of such a prehistoric and potentially dangerous creature. With the absence of moonlight, the darkness that surrounded me was suffocating and I clung to the beam of light produced by my headlamp like a man-overboard to his rescue line. My fear prevented me from both movement and breath. Instead I focused on the beam, which was intern, focused on two reflecting diamonds in front of a mass of bulky shadow. Those eerie shinning eyes peered back at me uncertainly. They occasionally looked away as if searching for a means of escape, only to focus right back to mine.
In hindsight, I probably should have turned the light off, but I was too afraid to loose sight of those eyes. I knew that I could not walk any closer because I might provoke it, but neither could I turn and run. I was already too close. Running, even moving, could spook it into chasing me. And it would undoubtedly win the race. There was only one thing I could do. Freeze. With my whole being I silently urged those eyes away. It needed to know I was of no threat and become tired of the stalemate. I had no other move except stillness and patience, but every second made my knees weak and my heart pound. The jungle walled me in on either side impenetrably, and the road was not wide enough for us both to cross. It would have to turn back, crash through the jungle, or crash through me. But how long until it decided? The road to my camp was only a short distance away, a few hundred yards maybe, but those eyes prevented me from approaching any closer. So there I was, frozen.
Our day, and this precarious situation of ours, began with a wonderful tour of Murchison Falls National Park and its unbelievable assortment of wildlife. After saying goodbye to Solomon and his family, doing some much needed laundry, and getting a little personal time away from one another, Therese and I reunited and ventured outside the lodge where we were camped to find a place to eat. The “canteens” are local little spots in the park where local people (park rangers, lodge staff, drivers) go to get local meals (rice, beans, matoke) and pay local prices (25%- 50% of what whites pay in lodges/camps). We knew of a place not far from our camp that we had seen the day before and set out at dusk. We found the spot and ate a great hot meal with cold beer (Nile Special of course). It was also in a haphazardly constructed bamboo hut with plastic lawn chairs and no lights. I used my headlamp with my water bottle to make a shaky bluish lantern from which to see our food. I noticed we were the only “muzungus” present and almost everyone else was Park Staff. They seemed to take absolutely no notice of us in the corner with our funny little light.
As we finished eating darkness set in. The change over from day to night happens in an instant in equatorial Africa; or so it seems. It’s as if all the light from the sun is sucked to the other side of the world once the sun makes its journey over the horizon. By the time we were ready to leave, the sun was gone and the moon had set with it. Furthermore, thick cloud cover even snuffed out the stars!
We had our headlight, and as we walked back to camp we half jokingly reminded each other of the dangers that existed outside. But one in particular concerned us most. We new the big cats (lions, leopards, cheetahs) were active at night, but they were mostly on the other side of the Nile from us. Granted, we were only about a half a km from the bank, but those cats don’t swim. Something else does though; something that kills more Africans than any other. To be fair, it kills less people than malaria mosquitoes or humans with machetes, Kalashnikovs, or automobiles. Regardless, what really concerned us at that moment was a Hippopotamus encounter! And that is exactly the situation we found ourselves in!
Weighing up to a ton or more and capable of reaching speeds up to 40 kilometers an hour on land, a hippo is a force to be reckoned with. They are even more dangerous in water where they are good swimmers, thanks to their webbed feet, and can be extremely territorial. Their ivory teeth can grow up to a foot long while their jaw has the power to snap through bone like it was a pencil. Not particularly bright, they are spooked easily and apparently mow down anything in their way.
All of these warnings I had heard about previously and now they raced through my mind as quickly as my heart pounded in my chest. Time, like me, was frozen. My eyes locked and my body tensed with anticipation. My stomach released a familiar little gurgle of adrenaline erupting into my chest, sending my body a shot of energy that seemed to shiver with electricity. Or maybe the “gurgle” was me about to shit myself and the electric shiver was actually body shaking with fear. Who can say? All I know was that I kept my focus on that beam of light as it reflected the shimmer of those eyes back to us.
Then, as if it had finally made its decision, it turned and lumbered off into the jungle by some unseen path on its way back to the river. I took my first breath in an eternity and quickly walked the short distance back to the camp. I walked straight to the bar and ordered a double shot of cheap Ugandan Bond 7 whiskey, which I have taken to calling a “007”, but really only with Therese because no one else would get it. She remains thoroughly unimpressed. After my hand stopped shaking I told the African bartender James, a good man who literally grew up inside the park, my harrowing encounter. He smiled that warm white-toothy smile that I have grown quite accustomed to in recent months, and congratulated me. He very quickly moved on with his evening and not another word regarding the incident was uttered.
Now, many days later, and a whole host of additional adventures had, I am back in the stunning mountains of Bududa. After more than 9 days traveling there and back again, those familiar mountains have come to feel like home. The feeling of relief and appreciation I felt when Therese finally pushed open the cast iron door to our home and the lantern’s warm light filled the room was sublime. Our overland travel was hard and uncomfortable. It was a true adventure, and in the paraphrased words of my man Mark Twain, the experience was great, partly because it was worth doing but chiefly because I know that I shall never have to do it again. Perhaps there is no better way of summarizing a close encounter with a hippo in the dark moonless night of the African bush.

A Trip Within A Trip: Part 1 Mud Huts and Elegant Beasts

So there I was…along with about 70 Ugandans on a muddy slope pushing a coach bus up a hill that was stuck in a rut about a foot deep as the sun was setting. I wasn’t going to push but Mike was pushing and since we were the only two white people the locals put it together and figured out that we knew each other and they jovially pressured me into pushing. As darkness set in it was becoming more and more dangerous so after only one push I stood up on top of the bank to watch the scene unfold. In my head I was incessantly praying that no one would get hurt and also completely perplexed by what was going on and how I got there.

To tell the story of how I got there is a daunting task. Mike and I recently returned to Bududa after long, tiresome and epic 10 day journey throughout Uganda. If I had a whole day I would not be able to tell all the stories we have accumulated from that trip. We saw so many crazy things and wonderful places that putting it into words is challenging. Looking back on it I am very grateful that this trip came together. I feel like I have experienced way more of Uganda than I expected to or if I had spent all my time in Bududa.

A few weeks ago Mike and I were contemplating hiking Mt. Elgon, since it’s practically in our backyard. We heard from other visitors that the price for hiking recently went up so we went to the national park office to find out the details. We found out that it costs $90/day/person and that doesn’t include the cost of food, renting equipment, hiring a porter and the campsite fees. After sitting down and adding up the price for both of us on a 5 day hike we quickly realized we couldn’t afford it.

Shortly after this disappointing realization we went on a trip to Lira in the north and meet a lovely Ugandan couple, Soloman and Esther. Soloman is the head master of a vocational school near Lira and Esther runs Children of Hope Uganda, which is an NGO that supports local orphans. While we were there Soloman mentioned that he would like to take his family to Murchison Falls National Park and he was wondering if we wanted to make the trip with them. Of course we wanted to go, how could we turn down seeing a national park in Uganda with a wonderful Ugandan family? We weren’t sure if the timing was right and there were other places in Uganda we wanted to go and see. After consulting a calendar and map we not only decided to join them but also make it the first leg of a journey that would take us on a giant loop around Uganda. The planning came together quickly. Even though we didn’t have all the details figured out we set out to see Uganda, confident we would figure out the rest along the way.

Meeting up with Soloman and his family was the first leg of our trip but it was not our first stop. When we left Bududa we traveled through Mbale and then onto Butebo. There we met up with Henry and his family. Henry is a tailoring teacher at the vocational school and since he lives far away he also stays in the boy’s hostel and looks after the boys there. He is a wonderful man with a big heart and a big family. He is part of the Ateso tribe, which lives in an area north of Mbale. He has 5 brothers and sister and all of his brothers live very close to him since they all inherited a piece of land from their father. Unfortunately we did not meet Henry’s father because he passed away only a few weeks before. We did meet his mother and out of all the Ugandans that I have met she gave me the warmest welcome and longest hug. For most of our visit we were surrounded by a posse of 15 children, only 4 of which were Henry’s and the rest were his nieces and nephews. Henry’s family does not have much when it comes to wealth and material things, nevertheless they were extremely generous and grateful to have us visit. We were surrounded by dirty children and fields of crops, we slept in a mud hut with a thatched roof but the way they treated us we felt like guests of honor.

The journey from Henry’s to Lira was surprisingly uneventful and easy, except that we took a piki ride that was an hour and ten minutes long, which at that time was the longest piki ride we had endured. We got another warm welcome by Soloman and his family. They have three children; Calvin (9 years old), John (3) and Lorna (1 ½). Since Esther runs an NGO that helps orphans they also have taken in about 4 orphans who take care of the cooking, cleaning and digging in exchange for food and housing. By Ugandan standards they are well-off; they have a private car and running water, although they still lack electricity. Before setting off for Murchison Falls the next day they treated us to good food, showers and a cozy bed to spend the night in.

On our way to the national park we stopped at a local place to get food and stuffed ourselves to the brim with matoke, rice, beans and chicken. But the odd thing was that as we were eating we were watching a news report on the television about the hurricane that hit the east coast of North America. It was weird enough to see television but to see our country and the places we lived was crazy and it pulled on our heart string a little bit.

As we drove closer to the park we crossed the Nile where there was a waterfall, Karuma Falls. Mike and I stepped out of the car to take pictures and walk across the bridge. On the other side of the bridge we met up with two unhappy police officers, dressed in full military fatigues and assault rifles. They were talking to Esther in their native language so we were clueless as well as a bit worried. They let us go after a few minutes and Esther explained to us they were unhappy with us walking across the bridge since it was illegal and they thought it wasn’t safe for us to do so. Obviously we are savvy and sensible enough to know what we were doing and be safe, but still the only thing below was a quick watery death.

The drive through the park was beautiful, you could see for miles and everything was luscious and green. Along the road in the park we saw tons of baboons. They are used to the cars and sometimes they sit with their hand out waiting for you to give them food but usually we make to much noise and they run off into the jungle. We also saw buffalo on our drive, and we got a little to close for comfort. Most of them were sitting in a giant mud puddle cooling themselves off but one took on the role of gate keeper and stood in the road staring at us. Eventually it let us pass without causing a scene which we were all happy about specially when a few days later we heard a story of a buffalo getting mad and rolling a car over. It’s always nice to hear stories like those after the close encounter so that the experience is more exciting than terrifying.

About four hours after we left Lira we got out of the car to gaze upon the stunning sight of Murchison Falls and the hike around it. The amount of power, water, and beauty this waterfall had is beyond belief and comprehension. Just before the falls the river is about 150 meters wide then all of that water funnels into a gorge that is 20 meters wide and 60 meters deep which creates a magnificent display of white water. When we went white water rafting a few months ago our guide explained that at Murchison Falls “water goes in and doesn’t come out” and that description is not far off. We took our time taking it all in and getting it captured on camera, which was good and bad because we got some amazing pictures but then our battery died and we were unable to take pictures the following day.

Murchison Falls National Park is the largest park and protected area in Uganda at 3,840 square kilometers. It’s biggest attraction, and namesake, being Murchison Falls, but in addition to that it is also home to many species of mammals, reptiles and birds. The parks history is almost as turbulent as the falls for which it is named. Senseless rebel activity by the lunatics of the Lords Resistance Army (LRA) in the north spilled into the park, closing it for most of the beginning to the 21st century. Poaching dwindled its numbers but in recent years the rebels have been pushed out into the Congo and the numbers have begun to rebound. The best way to see the wildlife in the park is on a “game drive” or safari accompanied by a local guide. Once we found Sam, our guide, all eight of us packed into the car and we drove around on safari for 4 hours and it was incredible. We saw elephants, giraffes, a leopard, more buffalo, warthogs, hippos, heartbeast, the African kop, and many species of birds including the beautiful carmine bee eater and the African fish eagle. The only things we didn’t see that are in the park are lions and Nile crocodiles, and honestly we weren’t at all disappointed.

After the safari we said goodbye to Soloman and his family. From there they went back to Lira and we had the rest of our journey ahead of us. What happened next is a bit hard to believe but we are both alive to tell the tale and lucky that the build up of adrenaline wasn’t needed for a flight or fight reaction.

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

What can we teach, and what can we learn?

Today I read an article in the Daily Monitor, a local Ugandan paper, on President Museveni’s decision to sell part of a protected old growth forest called Mabira. The land is to be sold to a sugarcane producer as a result of recent outrageously expensive inflation to the cost of sugar, among many other products. The price of sugar has risen to over 3,500 shillings/kilogram, while the price of gas, also inflating, is currently at 3,900 shillings/liter. As the Ugandan population train speeds on recklessly out of control, with a selfish old conductor and a nearly approaching end in the tracks, the need and consumption of materials will only get worse. Education, and the awareness that follows, are desperately needed here. But I find myself asking the question: “Are we really in a position to do the teaching needed?”
Before Barbara left she told us about an NGO that was interested in a solar stove that we originally received but do not use. We happily delivered the stove to the NGO and had a wonderful adventure in the process. However, the trip got me thinking about some of the problems that we are facing. When I say “we”, I am not just referring to BVI, its staff, or even Uganda, although all are included. I mean “we” in the greater sense of the word; the planet earth. The reluctance of the staff to adopt the alternative energy highlighted similar parallels with our own struggles with resource consumption and accepting new sustainability.
The idea of a new alternative energy, even an essentially free effective one, produced by this stove was surprisingly not well received by the cook house staff here at our school. It was tried for several weeks I am told, but in the end, they opted for the familiar traditional wood fire cook stove. The familiarity and comfortable convenience of the Old seemed to outweigh the initial challenges of the New. Sound familiar?
Wood, in general, and firewood, more specifically, is always in demand here and BVI pays a pretty penny, roughly 350,000 Shillings ($175), to have wood delivered from another area every month. A cost the cook house staff have the privilege to not be affected by. If the cost of wood increases, like everything else in Uganda seems to be doing, their salaries will likely be unaffected. If anything, they are likely to increase as the cost of living rises.
The forests have long been cleared so foreign species, such as Eucalyptus from Australia, have been imported, likely by colonial Britain, for timber and firewood. Eucalyptus, however, has its pros and cons. On the plus side, Eucalyptus grows very quickly, especially in Ugandan soil, enabling a quick profit return. It grows straight and tall and it is also relatively hard wood, which makes it excellent for construction, carpentry, and cook fires. These meet all the short term needs of the community, but if we examine our own history with such matters, will they meet the long term needs?
For example, the wide spread use of Eucalyptus has had severe and costly impacts to the community in a relatively short amount of time. Part of what enables its quick growth is its voracious use of water. Once Eucalyptus has been planted, the soil is all but useless for growing crops. Most of these crops are the staples of the community diet. Unlike many in the West, the majority of Ugandan’s live very closely with that of their crops and animals. They eat what they, or their neighbors, can grow or raise. Their diets are often quit simple when compared to the average American; a cultural difference both Therese and I have found challenging at times.
Their diets mainly consist of carbohydrates, with some vitamins, minerals, and proteins from the available, although somewhat less occurring, fruit, veggies, and meat. Popular and traditional food items such as beans, potatoes, poshu (essentially corn meal), assorted greens, and fruit are popular. Meat is occasionally in the diet for special occasions unless the family is wealthy or raises the animals. Rice is also fairly popular but is not native and is still largely imported.
Any change to the ecosystem that produces these important dietary staples is felt by the people. In an ecosystem such as this one, an invasive species like Eucalyptus is most unwelcome. It literally drains the soil of its moisture and nutrients, drastically reducing crop yields and harvests. In a place were the people still grow what they eat and eat what they grow, diminished harvests often directly result in empty, distended bellies.
In addition, Eucalyptus roots do not grow as deep as native African trees such as Mavula, Mango, or Jackfruit. This is a real problem in the mountains where slopes can exceed 30 degrees. Not unlike the science of avalanches, a lack of strong roots creates instability on the slopes. Throw in heavy seasonal rains and smooth bedrock below with a population explosion of nuclear proportions and you get a terrific recipe for disaster.
Disasters like the mudslide in March 2010 that killed over 300 people in a nearby village. As the population soars out of control, families looking for new land to settle are pushed higher and higher into the surrounding mountains, exposing them to more danger from slides. There have been recent incidents of mudslides in the last month due to the heavy seasonal rains. Luckily there have been no fatalities, though serious injuries have resulted.
This is another example of the human and environmental costs of succumbing to the allure of simple solutions to complex problems and quick profit returns. These are costs that we in the “developed” world are not exempt from. In truth, we have paid them dearly for centuries and continue to do so. One needs only to look at the long history of environmental degradation caused by our oil reliance to know that we have not completely learned our lesson either. All the while Africa looks to us, the “developed” world, as the model society for growth and development. And how can we blame them? Who can disagree that our lifestyle looks very attractive to the developing world? I feel confident that I would be hard pressed to find a man, woman or child in Bududa who wouldn’t leave their life in the village behind theme for the chance to live in America. That is a sad realization for me as I walk among the villagers wishing I lived a little more like them.
What is their individual Ecological Footprint? Miniscule in comparison to the average American; but on what scale? Bududan’s have cut most of their old trees down and use almost every piece of their land. They seem to have little in the way of an environmental ethic, commonly throwing there trash on the ground when finished with it and leave it there until it becomes part of the mud or the goats eat it. They look at us quizzically when we request to take the trash from them when they are done or pick it up when the turn and leave it. Almost as if to say “What value does that have to you that you would take it?”
Locally, Bududan’s have a high Ecological Footprint. However, globally, it must be one of the smallest in the world. Their homes are built with mud and thatch. They don’t use electricity and they often make their own clothes. They travel by foot, maybe a bicycle or a 100 cc motorbike. Many have never left the village. Practically all their food is local organic and they are often uninterested in eating food that isn’t, even when offered.
At the same time, I know this to be our own history as well. Look at how we live in the West. Look at the cost. Uganda isn’t doing everything right. They have problems. I would argue that we have just as many but on a global scale. If Uganda aims to fix its problems by following the enticing model left by the Developed World, they will only help to contribute to the ecological quagmire we find ourselves in presently. There must be a missing link somewhere. I know that I can learn much from Bududa, as I have already, and I know that I have much to teach them in return. I just think I have to be very intentional about what I teach.

Friday, August 19, 2011

What we appreciate and often miss

1st and foremost-Family and Friends.
Then...my dog Body, Cabot's Seriously Sharp Cheddar, Ben & Jerry's Cherry Garcia, ice, Jameson's Irish Whiskey, hot showers, bacon, Vermont Maple Suryp, a cold crisp Pink Lady apple, refridgerators, grilled brats, pizza, fresh salads, Chalula hot sauce, cold beer; specifically Double Bag, Iron Mike's Pale Ale, Switchback, Old Brown Dog, and Dogfish Head 120 minute I.P.A., beaches and the cold Atlantic, electricity after dark, washing machines, and overall structure, organization, and effeciency.

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Visual Updates





Here are a couple of pics so you can see what are lives are like. The pictures, as everyone knows, do this country no justice. I wish I could send you the humitity, smell of animals, wood smoke, and crops. I wish I could send the cacopheny of bird songs and insects. One picture you will never see but I wish I could show you all, is the stars. On clear moonless nights, the Milkyway is so vibrant it actually looks like a cloud in the sky. Beautiful.

Friday, August 5, 2011

Adventure: Ugandan Style

Our time here is about half way through and so far the journey has been unforgettable. I want to take a moment and recount a couple of the highlights from the trip so far.

I have already blogged about my birthday, it seems like so long ago but it is still one of the brightest highlights of my time here. Not many people get to experience of turning a year older in a foreign country. It was like being the center of attention at a party where you weren’t sure what was going to happen next yet there were surprises around every corner and everyone there spoke a different language. If my visit ended the day after my birthday I would have been satisfied, but instead I get three more months to make connections with people, learn about their culture, see the country and spend Mike’ birthday here too. (I am sure he will blog about it after the fact and given he has time and internet connection.)

The native language in Bududa is Lugisu, it is beautiful and rhythmic and I am working on learn a little bit of it. “Mulembe” is hello/greetings/peace, “wanyala” is thank you, “wakinyala” is well done. “Ulryena” is how are you, and “bulayi” is I am fine. The use of their language is very interesting because it is very respectful in some ways and direct in other ways. For instance they respond with “thank you” and “well done” to everything, but when they ask you to do something they say it as a command, not a request. The funniest is when Mike and I go running and random people on the road thank us for running, we are puzzled by this because we don’t understand how us running is helping them but they are actually saying thank you for the work because that is what they see running as, not as recreation. I also recently learned how to say “Your country is beautiful” which is “uli ni shibala shilayi”.

“From the Slopes of Mt Elgon” is really a perfect title of this blog for so many reasons. Mount Elgon is relatively close, even though I have never viewed the summit and it takes about three hours to drive around to where we would hike it from in Mount Elgon National Park. Most of the mountains we can see here do not have names; they are just considered the foothills of Mount Elgon because it has the broadest base of any freestanding mountain in the world. Not to mention Mike and I are adventure seekers, which the universe must have know because we didn’t consciously decide to volunteer in an area with endless possibilities for adventure. We have been on a few remarkable and breathtaking hikes in the area and we have a lot of pictures to prove it. Our first hike was to the area that had the mud slides last year. It was sad recounting the events and seeing the aftermath and devastation that was caused but it was a perfect day, the hike was fun and challenging at times, we were in awe of the beauty and we appreciated that it was off the beaten path.

We have also taken two trips to Sipi Falls. The first was a reconnaissance mission for the second trip (the one that we took the Children of Peace on) and both were adventurous in different ways. During the first trip to Sipi we got bombarded by locals who wanted money in exchange for being our guides, maintaining the trails or passing on their land. It was annoying and sad because there is no regulation and there is no way of knowing where that money goes. Many white people come to this area for tourism so the locals are begging for money or jacking up the prices because they know we have money and tourist pay it because they don’t know any better. The first trip costs us 15,000 Ug. Shillings per person and we saw one waterfall and the second trip cost us 7000 Ug. Shillings pp and we hired a guide and we saw two waterfalls. On our way back from Sipi the first time we hitch hiked to Mbale in the back of a lorri (a large mactruck with an empty bed in the back). It is a bit like riding in a convertible and a roller coaster at the same time – the wind is blowing in your hair, there are no seat belts and at the end of it you are covered head to toe in dust and gravel. I think Mike has already written about our second trip to Sipi with the Children of Peace so I won’t be redundant. But I do want to say that sharing that day with the children, being part of their experience and making it possible for them to see more of their country is what makes all the stress, planning and money for this trip worthwhile.

Last weekend Mike and I went on a crazy adventure just the two of us. We took a motorbike to a town called Chuhoro and from there we set out to hike a mountain called Nusu. We didn’t hire a guide, we didn’t know the best way to go, we just started hiking. It was gradual at first but the closer we got to the summit the steep it got and the closer a thunderstorm got to us. There are no designated hiking trails only paths that connect plots of land to roads and towns. So we were walking through people’s land and their corn fields, but no one lives near the summit since it is so steep so the last 500 ft we were just bushwacking. The locals thought we were crazy but we knew what we were doing and we were having a blast. Unfortunately the thunderstorm turned us around with probably only 200 ft of elevation left, but neither of us were too disappointed because our goal was an adventure and we got it.

The pace of Bududa is slow, relaxed and peaceful (unless you are on a piki-piki or matatu) and that is the way I like it. So when we were in Kampala a few weeks ago to say goodbye to our friends and fellow volunteers we felt like we were a 1000 miles away. Kampala is busy, crowded, loud, and dirty, it didn’t even look like the Uganda I know because there weren’t any banana trees, sugar cane or fields of maize. There is a place called a “taxi park” where you can go to get a minibus to just about anywhere within an hour of Kampala. Driving a taxi in NYC is a piece of cake compared to driving in this city and especially the taxi park - imagine a Walmart parking lot filled bumper to bumper with only one way in and one way out – it’s a labyrinth of minibuses. To get to the minibus we wanted we had to navigate our way through this labyrinth, a journey that required us to climb up and over several minibuses.

Everyday is an adventure here because you never know what exactly is going to happen, where you are going to end up or who you are going to meet. At first I was somewhat aprehensive about where this journey was going to take me, but with my best friend by my side and the wonderful and generous spirit of the locals I have learned to embrace every moment.

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

And then there were three.

On Tuesday of last week, we said goodbye to our fearless leader, The “Big Boss Lady” herself, Barbara Waybar. An indomitable woman in spirit and veracity, Barbara is an inspiration to all and a true force of positive change in a world overwhelmed, and often paralyzed, by the challenges that lay ahead. A woman unafraid of the hard road and courageous enough to ask the difficult questions. A woman of action. She is irreplaceable, and I feel that fact more now than ever.
Barbara, and her entourage of 6, traveled to Kampala, and eventually Entebbe, for her flight. Leaving with her were three well respected and trusted Canadian friends, Danielle, Jordan, and Jody. There presence is also missed dearly. We rejoiced in showers and changes in diet prior to their departure, and had a bitter sweet farewell dinner at the Boma for Barbara and her disciples. It was a wonderful evening.
After there departure, only three remained. The Americans. If the Canadians had any trepidation in leaving their North American neighbors at the helm, they didn’t show it. God knows they would be justified in doing so. Luckily we have the keystone, Sabia! She is one of a kind. She is as much African as she is American. Then there is the cornerstone, Therese, and she is practically as much Canadian as she is American. Her mother was born there. That really leaves only one shaky block, me!
Before returning to Bududa we had a couple of adventures. Sabia led us back to inner city Kampala to visit and stay with friends. It was an interesting night with interesting people. We took coffee with Sabia’s friends, Ethiopian refugees. They spoke only broken English, but their warm hospitality and strong coffee spoke volumes. Fully caffeinated for the night, we headed into the city for dinner. Sabia took us to an Ethiopean restaurant that she goes to often when in Kampala. I had eaten Ethiopian food before but it was a 1st for Therese. The food was delicious and the entertaining Ethiopian version of MTV really set the mood. Before retiring for the night, we stepped into an Iranian Shisha Bar a short distance away. It was owned by an eccentric Iranian ex-pat and in addition to club owner, he also wore the titles of cook, tattooists, and rally-car racer. He apparently also enjoyed going to the “range” to shoot, which is impressive in a country where personal firearms are illegal. I enjoyed his company immensely and I hope to visit his establishment again when I return to Kampala. We also met an interesting character there named Kyle. He was a 27 year old American national from Jersey living in Kampala, and had been for three years. He said he was a freelance Tech Support who came here for vacation because of a girl, and just decided to stay when he and the girl ended up not working out. He goes back every three months and renews his visa.
Therese and I attempted to renew our visas the next day but we were denied. They said we needed to come back a week before it expired, which is ridiculous and terribly inconvenient. I find myself saying that often from the way things get done here. My ethnocentrism can sometimes get the better of me. We slowly made our way back to Bududa and were happy to return. Mbale, for the 1st time, actually felt like home to me. I found it’s familiarity welcoming, despite the fact that there are far less muzungus and western presence here than Kampala. We stopped at the local market and picked up a few staples; fresh mangos, pineapples, peppers, avocados, etc…I even found some hot peppers that look and taste just like Serrano peppers. I got a bag the size of a softball for 500 shillings (25 cents)!
It was a great trip into the big city for us country folk, but in truth I was happy to return. Dinner that night seemed somewhat lonely. The table, empty. For the 1st time, there were more candles at the table than friends. I am so appreciative of the opportunity to come to Uganda. Barbara went out on a limb and took a risk accepting two people, she didn’t know, from across the world, into her home and community. Having had the chance to get to know this wonderful woman, and the work she does, I understand that taking risks is part of her daily routine. We will do our best in her absence and keep the ship afloat until her return. Farewell.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

The Simple Life

So we have been here for over 5 weeks and we have had plenty of adventures during that time. It still amazes me that my life has led me here to this place – 8 years ago if you told me I would be going to Uganda I would’ve probably laughed at you. When we were getting ready to come, Uganda felt so far away and almost like a dream that was just out of our reach but reality has set in and this is our life. One thing that makes life here not only bearable but also refreshing is that life is very simple (even though there are several complex issues facing this country on a larger scale).

Most people eat what they sow, which includes beans, rice, posho (made from corn), greens, matoka (similar to a banana), cabbage, avocado, pineapple, sugarcane and mangos. I have eaten rice, beans, cabbage and avocado for lunch every day and I am already sick of it, but this is all the local Ugandans know so somehow they never get sick of it. They live with the mentality that as long as there is food there is nothing to complain about. Let me tell you, for sure I will think twice when I complain about only having milk for coffee instead of half and half, or when they hot water has run out in the shower. Every night we have mangos and pineapples for dessert and I don’t think I will ever get tired of eating those. Since we a stones throw away from the Equator Uganda does not have seasons and everything grows all year round.

Their houses are simple; they are made out of mud and sticks or mud bricks and cement, with tin or thatched roofs. They wash themselves, their dishes and clothes in basins, which is the way we have been doing it as well. Most families also own a variety of animals – cows, chickens, goats, and turkeys. We have a few chickens at the guest house, but they don’t lay eggs because we got rid of our cock and we used to have 6 but now we only have 2 because a stray dog was hungry. There is no refrigeration so when an animal is slaughtered it must be eaten that day. I can’t tell you how many times I have been walking or riding down the street and I see raw meat just sitting or hanging in a shop, twice I have even seen the head of a slaughtered cow as well. This reminds me of a great story… Once upon a time we were all on a hike going to see the area that had the mudslides last year. The hike was epic and the mountains were unlike any mountains I have ever seen. Along the way we were hiking up this steep slope on a tight path, when all of a sudden our local guide shouts, “Get off the path!” I quickly looked up the hill and saw a mad bull charging down the hill towards us. Within seconds I was clinging to the trees and pricker bushes on the side of the trail for dear life and the cow missed us by about 5 feet. Since then I have been a little nervous around cows that are not tied up.

The children here are happy with this life, mostly because that is all they have ever. They can entertain themselves with a stick and old bicycle tire or with a deck of Uno cards with no instruction. When we go running we usually have about ten kids following us. They are so strong, running 4 miles is nothing to them but at the end they ask us ask to give them shoes for the next run. One of the classes at the vocational school is tailoring/sewing and all their sewing machines are human-powered, you peddle it with your feet. I have had the opportunity to learn how to sew on one and at first it is tricky but it doesn’t take long to learn.

Recently Mike was showing a teacher some skiing and ice climbing pictures and we had to explain that the temperature was so cold that the water turned to snow and ice. They don’t know what to think of it since 70 degrees F. feels cold to them, and they usually have a confused look on their faces then they ask they what happens to your crops. This is not the developed world and it is so far away that it is hard for them to even comprehend the world we come from and the conveniences we have. The developed world is capable of so much and has accomplished amazing feats but it lacks the simplicity and the connection to the land that makes life possible for millions of Africans. Before coming to Uganda I knew that we take everything for granted in our culture but that didn’t spot me from doing it. How do you obtain simplicity and gratitude when you have everything and always will have everything? Visit a country like Uganda!